right so...

the best thing about a personal blog or blogs in general for that matter is that they just kinda linger around in the background and you can totally just skip a few months and therapuetically spill whatever is on your mind...which is cool...

everything i type sounds rediculous...

Have you ever been close to tragedyOr been close to folks who haveHave you ever felt a pain so powerfulSo heavy you collapseIve never had to knock on woodBut I know someone who hasWhich makes me wonder if I couldIt makes me wonder ifIve never had to knock on woodAnd Im glad I havent yetBecause Im sure it isnt goodThats the impression that I getHave you ever had the odds stacked up so highYou need a strength most dont possessOr has it ever come down to do or dieYouve got to rise above the restIve never had to knock on woodBut I know someone who hasWhich makes me wonder if I couldIt makes me wonder ifIve never had to knock on woodAnd Im glad I havent yetBecause Im sure it isnt goodThats the impression that I getIm not a coward,Ive just never been testedId like to think that if I was,I would passLook at the tested and think there but for the grace goI might be a cowards,Im afraid of what I might find outIve never had to knock on woodBut I know someone who hasWhich makes me wonder if I couldIt makes me wonder ifIve never had to knock on woodAnd Im glad I havent yetBecause Im sure it isnt goodThats the impression that I get

fuck it thank you i love you all..