to be in love is nothing but masochism...

why the hell do we do the things we do? it doesn't even make sense... you meet someone and they touch your life to such an extent that you think about that person every day for the rest of your life. i don't understand what prompts that. how dare that person to do that. its enough to kill you. slowly. and it sucks. see a movie at blockbuster. hear a song. drive by a park. leave the state and everyone and everything behind and it still follows you. wherever you go. and its confusing as hell cause you don't know what the hell is going on in your head. are you thinking in the present or is this the past or is this a combination of the two. and when you aren't alone you don't seem so alone. and it lasts for a little while and then you end up falling asleep alone again. or you don't. but that only lasts a short time. and then you are sleeping in the middle of the bed again. i don't think i could be more emo if i started wearing my sister's pants. enjoy the lyrics.

You should try not to be so courageous
These dismal moods have become contagious

Dream a scene to brighten face
In our short years we come long way
To treat it bad, just to throw it away

Everything we had is gone
Something new has come up strong now

It’s my arms that wrap you up nice
It’s my arms, it’s my arms baby

And it’s so hard to get out of bed
She’s impossible to get out of your head 

Sticks and stones get shot through the telephone 
With instant results, we’re both left alone

And all the times I chased you away 
I simply don’t feel good 

Imagine if our world was blue and weightless 
I never meant to do wrong to you 
You’re my starfish 

Chimes use to break my wish 
Back…won’t you bring him back? Not now 

Collisions hurt and abrasions bleed 
It’s hard to deal when all you do is feel 

I slowly shoot these words like weapons
And go insane
I watch you drive your stupid car
You go away
You never were one to use caution
And you don't obey
You know I'd love to see it happen
I always tried to keep you near me
Without the pain
I love to tie us into knots
We slipped away

What a black day
I could feel your salutation
Sounding heartbeats
Intimidations

See! And we don’t mind 
Are you sane? Are you ashamed?