my mind sucks at twister....it should stop playing...

can't seem to get the tounge to verbalize what the brain is thinking
can't seem to spit out what it is that i'm feeling

so many oppourtunities come and pass and yet silence overwhelms
a quiet not of awkwardness but of frustration

neither can form words, full sentences are harder
hints are dashed by the rocks and second-guessed

what is wrong with simple? what is wrong with direct?
why must the mind be deviant and play games

repeatedly falling down, sprawled out on the mat
nothing is working, probably should quit but i can't